my dear friends and family,
just to provide you an update as i have not been communicating for a while. i am now in hong kong.
during the past weeks, after i recovered from my physical trauma,i spent all my time, sometimes working until 12 to 1 am to build a new website for my husband. on completion i went to china with andrew for 10 days and rested.
on my return to hong kong from china a couple of days ago, i was faced with a very difficult situation, having to fight, single-handedly, with a group of evil forces (human) who are experts in scheming and, strategizing to unfairly and greedily get what they want, and i honestly did not know what is the BEST way to handle with my limited time in hong kong.
On top of this battle, i also got some bad news from sydney (ie one of andrews nurses resigned). as i went to bed, i felt very very bad, for the first time in a long long time, i felt alone and did not know what to do. i started to chant for the wisdom to handle the situation.
yesterday when i woke up, i chanted very very strongly in front of the gohonzon, grabbing onto the gohonzon as if it is a life-saver, afterwards i felt much better and i had an inspiration to get around and face the problem head on - with a firm, professional, open and polite attitude, i am sure that this 'light' i am projecting will win over the dark forces.
i also have to thank my good friends Bob (whom i only know for about one year) and Estella, an sgi member who readily and wholeheartedly lend me their hands and gave me their support. this makes me feel sooo good that i am not alone, and with my chanting and trust in the gohonzon, i will continue to receive blessings from everywhere.
now i feel very good and peaceful.
lydia
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